How many times Im a gonna stay in Pessac ? :// Reasonable theories.

Either I became somehow crazy or you are mad / angry / upset like hell against me. Okay, I « deserved it ». Who knows who knows ://
It’s not even « voices » that I hear, it’s…. « a new inner voice ». I dont know how to explain it. Now I have doubts.
Mounir calm down, Mounir take your pills, Mounir your brain is still functioning, Mounir sleep and tomorrow will be better.
So I put my thoughts « a bit away and at distance ». I think we say « at distance » ://
Because without some skepticism I could loose my mind.
Now im scared, not of you, but im scared of my own « brain ».
Im scared sometimes of what I write.
Anyways, everything is fine.